Time to sober, time to wake up!

Hey dere! this morning from last night to 3am this friday morning, I watched MoMo love drama series and rewatched romantic princess ep 8 onwards. Ok even though I've wasted my time on this, I still feel happy after that! at least my mind wouldn't go around picking up unwanted thoughts. anyways I kept on dozing off when I tried to read my notes, so I went to bed! then this morning again, I woke up at 8 plus. I washed up and went for breakfast, did some laundry and looked through my notes again. I realised I couldn't concentrate, so I think I should go for a jog. Ha! GREAT! I felt so happy after that. ENdorphins hormones at work, i guess. Anyways, this also relieve me of the guilt which I accumulated after going for countless suppers during the reading week and exam weeks. omg First time i really went for supper soooo late and ate and ate.. But i must admit, I felt so much better after eating and chatting with pau and jeh ni :) hahah, destress time! now, i'm chommm-man- really glad that my five papers are gone. I'm left with one more Math paper on Tuesday. Ok, people might find it weird why I have 6 papers instead of 5- because I have to take QET. yep so my time table went on like this: Thurs QET during reading week; Sat LSM1104 reading week too; Mon LSM1103 and EC1301; Wed CM1401 which I think I sort of screwed up, but who cares, as long as i enjoyed the happy, I'm content with it. okay i sounded rebellious but that's how i felt for this paper.

Hmm, I haven't bath now (after my run) haha i only jogged one round on the road relay route, continuous lehx! haha. not sure if i should really go ahead to join road relay for this vacation. We'll see how it goes :)

Erm. I have to finish the statistics Math lecture notes and tutorials by tonite!! I still have the calculus section which takes up 70% of the paper on coming tuesday and today is like already Friday! ok, AJA ok? erm. i still have part IV,V and VI for notes. tutorials have 3. by tooday. dun care. dun think so much. just enjoy 'learning'! Go hz Go!! :P

Stupid mistake- Learn from it.

Hey there, today I had an exam. Chemistry. CM1401. It's a brand new module, modified from last year's CM1121 which is 100% organic chemistry. This new module aims to teach us organic Chemistry for the first half of the sem and physical chemistry for the second half. I was busy doing Convening Summit proposal and could not spare time to catch up with my studies. Besides, I was bored by Chemistry. I didn't study for it till reading week. It was darn bad, as in last minute cheong-ing is bad. ANyways, this story goes like this:

I cheong for two days for chem for two days, only to finish five chapters-physical part. Inorganic haven't start yet. Then for the the next two days i studied for lsm. so i was left with only a day plus for chem. i cheonged all the way. slept at 5.19am. woke up at 6.40am. oh i had abt an hr's slp. den i went for my morning 9am paper. this was the craziest thing i ever did in my whole life.

I drank coffee the night before exam, sleep an hr plus before exam/didnt't sleep the night before exam, i studied for learning just before exam/ i studied the notes for the first time just before exam. Then the next shocking thing came: I went for exam and dozed off for at least ten times. I was too drained out and zonked out. I couldn't concentrate on the paper. I skipped the Qn5 totally because I didn't study the last two chapters for chemistry-no time plus i didn't learn it before. I think I have to learn it after my math paper on next Tuesday. Okay I must really study well for this Math paper if I want to pull up my CAP. and, i have a week's period to prepare for it. Now is Wednesday. I gotta adjust back my alarm clockin my body too.

ANayways back tto the paper today, there were 5 Qns. skipped Q5. I tried answering Q3,Q4 to the best of my ability. I hope I have gotten most of the correct. I was, i think, 70% confident that these two Qns are alright. Then for Q1,2 were organic Qns. I knew Q2 was repetition of the tutorials. but i stil forgot how to do for part 2a. 2b i knew, roughly, how to synthesize the assigned cpd but the mechanism, I gave a very simple one. Ayways, I enjoyed the paper :)

Then for Q1, I do not think it's easy as what Deb said it was for her. I really forgot all my reagents and linkages for all the different compounds. I didn't even finish the Q. No time. because I went back to Q1, like 5minutes before the paper ended. So, I had to stop writing! argh... but i think i tried my best.

THis exam was the first that i could really study without much care. as in, i studied for myself. It feels great. First time I tried alll the crazy stuffs which normally i wouldn't dare to try for my exams in the past. hahah it was fun tho'. okays, now the last paper is MA1421 on TUESDAY 9am paper at MPSH 1B :) Peh Gek AJA too!! ^^,

Exam period from 19 Nov - 1 Dec 2009

omg, 2009's coming to an end soon! I just had a QET on 19 Nov which I definitely don't think I'll get band 1-2. hahah. erm sat 21 Nov for lsm1104 prof ip and dr Ong's module which I'm confidently I wouldn't fail too, though I've already gotten an F grade for Dr ong's part. Hopefully prof ip's part can pull me up. I got B- for his section.

Tml mon 23 Nov is the Econs pp at 9am, followed by 1pm lsm 1103 paper. I have been pon-ing the econs lect for so many times. Now I'm doing the last minute work.This time the topices tested would be from chapter 5-12. So far from yesterday night till now, I've finished until chapter 10 only. 2 more to go. but this' only the lecture notes. I still have the tutorials to go! oh no cus' I've been lost in the tutorials since tut 5 all the way to tut 10. bitter laughh-hahha.. wasted 5 hours on tutorials. but not exactly, at least i jotted some notes from there. so now I just have to finish the 2 more lecture notes; read thru' the tutorials and the practice questions which I hope I still have time to finish!

For lsm 1103, I still gotta read textbook to understand microbiology! and algae, fungi, etc..
Erm, maybe today I'll have to sleep late but it's ok, I'll see how it goes.

Side note: from lunch till now, I've been looking thru' some videos on youtube. It's embarrasing to write out but the world is indeed sinful-morally sinnful. Would you like to become so indulged in such or would you remain as innocent and carry on to be intellectual? Intellectual development is so much more precious and worth seeking. Being happy is the most important thing on Earth that you can seek.

my aspirations

It is always my dream to learn music. I really want to play it just like what ordinary people can do. So y first practical step is to finish this semester one and use the piano in the hall. i want to learn guitar also. hahah jann's able to teach me! yeah! i really love songs and would love to sing them if i can get the tune right. lol it's lovely to dwell in music! now i'm still reading arthropoda; on the crustaceans-malacostrata! omg i'm slow, really. but You are beautiful's really so mesmerising!!

phylums, subphylums, classes, orders

it's not easy at all. now i'm reading lecture notes on arthropoda phylum. really hope i can finish reading this by this weekend! there's a test coming up! oh no.. i gotta rearrange the schedule of convening committee. i really found it a burden to me, especially i'm such a slow reader=digest very slowly as well. i binged a lot today, woa stomach's quite full too. i think tml i better skip meals liso anyw there wont be space for food tml either. haha. okay get back to work now! den can carry on watching You are Beautiful!

My day 26OCT2009

This morning passed really fast. I slept at 4 am plus this morning. woke up at 7.29am. zhong yu gan yuan xing lai le!! hahahah. den i went off for 8am lect! the first lect was math which ended quite early! maybe lecturer knows it's my birthdae so he ended early? hahah 9.30am finish le. after that 10am lect i was able to jot down some notes. 11.45am then end already! Woohuray!!

Then YL, Deb, Josp, CH, PG and I went for lunch at subway :) den i had ice cream. den we went lib where i slept so soundly until PG has to pat me on shoulder for 15 times before I woke up! WHAT? seriously haahaha so funny llehx. den it was lab session at 2pm all the way till 5 pm.
i went to coop to buy the solomn tb!! finally got it! i muz read it & enjoy learning lyk Josp!

den i had dinner till 6.45pm. online till nw. omg meeting at 8pm i better go bath nw!
wait i need see si ni's msg for my bdae on her blog first! :)

19th Birthday

Sometimes I feel that my life is so meaningless. I was quite tensed up with what Chu Han told me. I think she's stressed up over studies too. Maybe we should try not to be. So much into thinking all these tests and CAs that it made me so troubled and stressful. Notice that quite afew people has told me that I look very stressful. Quite a substantial number of people told me that.

So here you need to adjust your thinking and attitude. Be happy, that's the most you can do for yourself. Whatever other people may say, you have to do some justice for yourself right? :)