Time Management

Lord, I thank you for letting Thursday come by.

Anyways, I'm reading a book now. I have really messed up my time. I came across a few nice phrases from that book. Let me post it up now =]

A story of her.

Once upon a time, a girl has been..

She has lost everything. She has gone for further studies and now is at the top university. She has the opportunity which everyone yearns for but she being demotivated, does not know that she is blessed. She is a fool! She knows that she should not be demotivated anymore. Cheer up, girl.

screams

wtf. wadever!!! I'm losing myself! THis is not the life that I want!!! Why am I landing myself in all these shit?? fuck. sucks. shits. damn it. i have changed. my usage of words and attitudes. Unleashed everything as I'm in a dire situation now. i need help but i dunno exactly where i should go? I'm lost. lost. lost! shit. wad do i do now?

Weary and zonked

I no longer have the energy to carry on for that cca. I'm tired. Through this, I've learnt to protect myself. Nobody would be so kind to think for your situation. You know best how much you can handle. Only you can determine how your life is. Do not blame.

Thursday night

IT's the first thursda that I got to relax. Oh man. COvered duties for 3 people over a week. Tired out. Was doing some liaising here and there so didnt get much time to study. Let me see what I have to study now.

1)There's ES1301 debate
2)LSM1101 LAbeeee!! omg so scary. hate labs~
3)lsm 1101 tutorial
4)pc 1321! i wana read the tb!!

OK. it'll take the whole night for me to finish man~ ok jiayous ^^

Confession

I have to be objective now! ok so now i to finish sending the oshe plan now. den arrange all the timelines and delegate jobs today!

Studies i have to give 6 hours today. JIA YOU!

19-20th JAn

Closing ceremony is on the way already. IT's aldy week 2 of sem II and I'm still feeling tired from everything. Felt helpless. but i can do it. It's only through believing can you overcome difficulties :) Erm. tml night I have a meeting. oh i mean tonite. Wed night. I shall camp down in Meeting Rm I to wait for my members to turn up and update them about the progress for Closing. I dont wan the same thing that happened in Opening to happen again in Closing. I really want to do my best. One that doesn't make me regret at the end of the Ceremony. People can't help me much as they are busy with their another major com. Idiot. how can the hall allow a person to join two major coms. This would mean the second pioritized major com would suffer! Just like my events team. Haizs but nothing much can be done. I shall make use of whatever I'm given. It's up to them to make their choices too. hahha. ok Now what I need to do is to think about the actual day preparations. and then catch up with my 1101 and 1102 lsm lectures which i ponned  last wednesday because of opening ceremony. I have no choice and Now I shall make amendments to my studies and closing. ALright. Closing now.

oh and I just played squash with jehni simin and pau :) for a while only. i can only conclude that my time spent doing ihg duties for the past 2 days (8 hrs) for squash matches really gave me the opportunity to watch out for the techniques which I never knew. And I improved quite a bit, and this is so amazing given that I have not played for squash for a long long time. at least 2 mnths. and just watching players play for 8 hrs can make me maintain my 'standards', if there is any in the first place. haha